Tawnee Meyer

Hi there, well i guess if your reading this i have obviously pique'd your interest in?one way or the other. My name is Tawnee or some call me Tawnee Leigh.Hence the profile"I'm a very open honest compassionate individual,with wonderful discernment and a perceptive eye. I do my best to give people the benefit of the doubt even if they may not always deserve it Forgiveness is something i believe everyone deserves in spite of the circumstances.I am by nature submissive, its not a role i decided to partake of or indulge in when i entered this lifestyle.It is who i am in personality and who i will always be.I have been involved in Bdsm for three years now.I've learned a lot and look forward to learning a lot more as time goes on.Submission for me is so much more than kneeling at someones feet or feeling the sting of a flogger. Its the mindset and the connection between a Dominant and his submissive.It's not about the protocol or just the physical aspects. Its the mental and emotional bond that makes or breaks a relationship of this dynamic. I believe that once you capture the mind and soul of submissive, the rest will follow. ???? I'm not here to claim to be the perfect sub or some great philosopher who has it all figured out.I am just me, and that is enough.I do my best to see the good in life an in the people who share it with me. Its easy to look at the glass half empty, but challenging to look at it as half full.The same goes for this lifestyle. Its easy to steriotype BDSM and look at the negative image that so many people have given this lifestyle.But if you choose to take the challenge of forming your own views and opinions and have an open-mind while do so, You may open a door to a world most people will never see.Now on a different note, I am probably not the average [id6910444|Vladislav Kislitsyn] girl* that you see on CL. I am strong willed opinionated and hold strong to my beliefs.My first impression is normally the worst, my second is a little better, and the third is always the special one. Most guys dont get to the third one, after number two they decide they would rather throw in the towel then have to go soul searching.However there is always that one guy that makes every other seem incomparable. The one who makes the sun stand still and every moment seem like a lifetime.He can make your heart beat fast or he can make it stop if only for a split second.The one person that can merely look in your direction and put you in subspace all at once-In just the blink of an eye. That my friends is a connection filled with love devotion and dedication. That is what i believe its all about.Total submission of the mind the heart and the soul. Once you find it, you will never want to let it go.

I want to find someone who likes to motivate, push there sub to better them selves in everyday life.. help her structure her life in a way that best suites her goals and needs. Someone who doesnt mind a little bit of micro-management maybe even enjoys doing it. For me having someone like this is key not because i dont have a brain or the ability to manage my own life but because with anyone having that motivator and accountability is always helpful no matter who you are. I am hoping that there are some men out there who truly look for whats not only in their best interest but in that of there submissive as well. Someone who understands some submissive need for structure and stability.. I am not looking for someone who is just in this because they get off on control or because they have some bedroom fantasy of telling someone what to do.. i am seeking someone who has their life together and knows what they want.. a man with a strong will and firm hand but kind heart and consistent personality. If this sounds like you let me know.. i would to hear from you