Steven Pudleiner

I am very hard to understand, as I hold much light which would blind the eyes of those not privileged enough in awareness, as the secrets I hold are truths of this world which one must be induct-able enough to be brought amongst a quiet place and taught the ways of Earth. Even then, one who makes it there would have to discern for himself what is real and what is web-string. For as individuals who teach want to help the lesser Light, The lesser Light must be always tested when given means to ascend. This is to make sure that the lesser light has the ability to discern with accuracy, as in the future one may need to discern to help many. THIS IS ME. THIS IS ME AT TWENTY-ONE. If life is already this interesting I cannot wait until I gain my age-earned Illumination. God Bless, dear fellow sapiens. May You All Grow Wings, And Learn To Live with Angels.

1-Christ's Teachings 2-Esoteric Mysticism (not witchcraft though; thats blasphemy.) 3- Masonic studies. 'I love the way that the craft is God Believing, and also how the Bible is its leading book in ritual where I live. However, in their lodges (I am not a mason, just a masonic student of the fellowship's speculative craft) There is no discussion of Religion and/or Politics. It keeps the topic of the meeting on working together with the knowledge of esoteric/hermetic Christian based teachings to better the community which the lodge is present in. So many people talk so much bs and they have no clue that Masonry in itself (the template of the freemasonic way) is strictly meeting together with men (and women, depending) who are of different social classes, trades, businesses, etc. in a closed and secure chamber to discuss the betterment of humankind as a whole in the community and spiraling up the staircase to helping the province, country, and possibly multiple countries. This is why I like the masonic (the baseline way of inclusive societies that are based towards keeping the underground stream of wisdom alive) way and its teachings. This entire world, left and right, political and freedom fighting, religious and spiritual, etc. is ALL masonry based. In lamens terms, whatever helps build the society of this world is masonry. ...That's why I study masonic law - I want to help better the world spiritually, so I must know masonic Law if I want to be influential enough to gain a reputable network of acquaintances and allies. 4-Music. I love listening to and writing hip-hop. I don't pay any attention to the mainstream scene of rap anymore because it is depressing, so I have gained the admiration for underground music and hip-hop. For example in main stream, you'll hear: 'yo, I got stacks in the closet and my bitches love it." it speaks for itself. Then we have underground: "Real eyes, open up your 3rd eye and try to let the spirits of change open your mind." WAY BETTER than shit that convinces kids to sell drugs under the false impression that your first load will be a few keys and that they will be untouchable, as long as they got "bitches". 5>Computer games. I love the FPS games. Especially Soldier of Fortune II, double helix. It is soo graphic with it's violence. Very realistic for an early 2000s game.